Monday, November 30, 2009

christmas!!

Christmas is a wonderful holiday, because it celebrates the birth of our christ. there are some poeple in the world that takes this holiday to the extreme. The poeple put tons of lights outside their house and have five foot santas in their front yard. I bet their electric bill is going to be high for the whole month of december. I love the holiday and everything, but I wouldn't go all crazy with it. My family and I don't really decorate for the holiday, we use to when I was younger, but not now. When I was young my mom, brother and I took about three hours putting up the christmas tree. That tree was about seven feet tall and we had decorates out the butt for it. Thanks goodness mom put on the tv to keep us intertained while we put ornaments on the tree. We also use to put figuranes up around the house of jesus being born. All we do now is just go visit the family, and celebrate the birth of our christ. Some times my mom, brother, and I go up to see my aunt in Wisconsin or we just all go to my grandparents house.
Its so hard to keep money when Christmas gets here, because you are tring to get gifts for all of your friends and family. It is worst though if you have tons of friends and family, but have no job. A lot of kids is like that now. For eveything you get for christmas will make up what you spent on everybody though, so you spent your money on yourelf in a way. There are some people who get beautiful gifts for all their friends, but does not want anything in return. That is what christmas should be about beside celebrating christ. Just giving to the less fortunate and help the people you love. There is a lot of poeple on Earth who is less fortunate and need to be helped. During christmas is when a majority of charities come out and ask for help. Hopefully, poeple will give money to them this year even though eveybody is having finacial trouble. Chrsitmas is about celebrating with people you love that God has sent his son for us and helping the poeple who need it the most.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

what my family does for thanksgiving

It is different every year for thanksgiving. When I was little we use to have thanksgiving at my house. We would invite all of your relatives and some family friends. After most of the women finshed cooking the food, we all sat down and ate. Usually after the food was over we would watch tv and socialize. There was one year where a football game was on and all the guys got up from the table when they were done and went to the tv. Once my mom started dating Greg, my step dad now, we went over to his house to have thanksgiving. If we did not want to do it at his house we would go to his parents and have thanksgiving there. Either way we went I would have to help cook or clean, but it was fun. I also got to see my step cousins. If i got bored or wanted to leave. I could just take moms car, because Gregs parents is in walking distances of his house. That was the best part too. If I got mad or fed up with something I just walked back to gregs house. The food that gregs mom cooked was delicious. Most of it is home made food and just the smell of it made your mouth water. The dessert she had was the best. I cannot remember some of the things, but they were almost as good as my grandmothers. When we were done eating there we would sit around and just talk until we felt like leaving. Which if I went over there with my mom and greg then I usually stayed until they were ready to leave. This year though is totally different. I am not going to have it at my house nor go over to gregs parents. I am going to my grandmothers house. Usually I used that as an excuse to leave gregs parents house. It was the truth too. I would leave and go to my grandparents to eat dinner with them. Then It depends on my dad, I would go see my dad and spend some time with him. This year though my boyfriend and I are going over to their house along with my aunt. Everyone else in the family is going out of town. My dad and step mom is going to Georegia. My mom and brother is going to see my aunt in Wisconsin. My mom now says that every thanksgiving we are going up to wisconsin and see my aunt and cousins.

Monday, November 16, 2009

my stressfull week

Last week my labtop could not get internet at my house. Then I called the dell company and I spent an hour talking them. By the end of the hour they could not figure out what the problem was, so they are sending a guy to my house to replace my hard drive. Then once I got off the phone with him, I relised that my internet on my main computer is not working either. I was so pissed when I found that out. To put on all that I had bad cramps that morning, so I skipped my class. Then that night after I got off with dell I was late for a play. Once I got there we did not even go to it. I was in such an ill modd that day last week. Once friday came My best friend came down from troy and we hungout. We went to our friends house, zac. Then we watched the movie "the ugly truth". it was hilarous. I loved the movie and I am going to watch it with my boyfrien dso he will tell me if that is what alot of guys think like. Then we had a two uninvited guest that stayed for about fifteen minutes then left. We were like, what the hell. They just came over without a phone call or txt message. We were mad, but abbie and I couldn't say anything. Zac had to be the one because it was his house. Then we left and I went home. Then saterday I found out the storm we had tuesday flooded my car. So i cleaned out my car and it is still wet. Hopefully it will be dry soon. Then I left and went to go meet one of my friends from camp, amber. I also hungout with another friend, lauren. We went to go see a church play, which was awsome! There preacher was in the play and he played multiple parts. He is very talented. Then we went to my boyfriend house to hangout. They left at 12:30. I went to sleep. Then sunday I did not get up till like one o'clock. Chris and I got ready for his house warming party. It went great. Then I left for biringham to see my brother. He had an Unthanksgiving. It was the best unthanksgiving I ever had. I meet alot of his friends. Then I went home and fell asleep. It was a stressful week.

who or what should be saved?

If 2012 did exist and we had to choose what to save, I would chose children. We have to keep the human race going. Once the human race comes back from this terrible event then we could start to build cities again. Plus children are worth more then anything in the world. If all the children die in 2012 then we will not really have anyone to pass on your genes. Once all the children are saved, then I say that we save all the animals that are live stock. We need some type of meat for food once the disaster ends. We could save pigs, cows, horses, ducks, and a few other animals. Along with some animals we could save plants. The humans and animals need some vegetation if they survive. I think we do not really need to save the great works of art. Even though it is a part of history. we need to save that if we have enough time. Like the Mona Lisa or other works of art. There will always be other works of art in the future. plus, we cannot save everything that is valuable to the world. The art has to be the last thing. the important buildings of the world can never be saved. We can get all the children and some adults, and put them in a safe house. There safe house is in the antartica. I know this because I saw it on the discovery channel on night. It seems the government knew that there might be a disaster of the world in 2012, so they built a safe house. They have already been filling items of plants and other food in there for any survivers. Hopefully the government will get some people and alot of children (range from 5-24). I wouldn't say any younger then five because the ones younger then that we will need other items to take care of them with. Like baby formula, diapers, alot of clothing, and many more. I know it is rough and mean, but we need to think of the human race and how to keep it going.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

what would i do with three wishes

If I had three wishes then I would have to think long and hard about what I want. I have to think how it will change my life and the world I live in. My first wish would probably have to be that there is no more world hungrer. That every family had enough food to last them for the rest of thier lives. I hope that this wish would help alot of fmilies around the world.All the families in africaa or chins, or even Russia would have to strave. I think my second wish would have to be that my family and I had enough money to live comfortable an dnot worry about anything. I know it is hard to live with the money we have so It would be awsome to have that much money. I would not go out and blow it, but use it for charities and mostly bills. I deffinently would not spoil my children with it either. I would make them learn responisablity with the money I give to them. I would be able to take any major I wanted to and not worry about having enough money for my family or if an emergancy came. My mom wouldn't have to worry about money problems anymore. She would live comfortable and be abl;e to quit her job that she dislikes so much. When I retired my husband and I could travel the world and see all the beautiful places that take your breath away. I think my third wish would be that nuclear bombs would never have been invented. That way we will not be threatened to be destoryed with a bomb. That would help the war alot better. The people of the country who is being threatened would not be stressed out and worried if they were going to have the bomb dropped on them or not. Hopefully that wish will not mess up any world events. I do not think that was a nuclear bomb dropped on that japanese city. I think it was a regular bomb. I think that all those wished are good and will help the world and my family.

peom

What is this I found,
a Heart so torn and down.
I shall find your true home,
even if it takes me to Rome.
I walked around for a day,
and some how I lost my way.
I came upon a river,
and the Heart began to quiver.
I told him not to worry,
then a voice said to hurry.
Shoosh!!
A rabbit was behind me in a flash,
with a wolf coming in a dash.
We were all in shock,
until I saw the rock.
It was little and rough,
but seemed big enough
for all three of us.
I ran to the dock
and jump to the rock.
Thump!!
We made it!!
The wolf on the dock starting a fit.
I climd down to land,
and the rabbit jumped out of my hand.
He thanked me with all his heart,
and he decided to part.
Heart and I went on your way
we were acting quite gay.
We laughed, and talked till the night came,
so we started a flame.
I fell asleep with Heart in my arms.
Then I awoke in alarm.
Thank goodness I didnt wake Heart.
He looked so peaceful and I felt like we couldn't part.
I stood up with him still sleeping,
and started weeping.
I knew he would have to leave
to go home and finally be relieve.
When I looked down at Heart I bumped into a man.
He looked so sad, but had a good tan.
Once he saw the heart
he started to fall apart.
Heart woke up and saw the man
then Heart ran.
Not away from him, but toward him.
Heart screamed,"Its you Tim!"
Once they hug
they couldnt be unplugged.
They both disapeared,
but for some reason the man reapeared.
Tim thanked for what I've done.
Whe he looked at my eyes he seemed stun.
He said, "you have the most beutiful eyes."
That when we both became hypnotize
to each others eyes.
From that moment we fell in love.
To stay together till the end of...
time.

my thanksgiving weekend

I am crazy busy with my thanks giving weekend. Well I only have like maybe three free days for thanksgiving that isn't already planned. I was supossed to go to Wisconsin with my mother and brother to see my aunt(plus all my cousin and thier children), but I have to major exams when I get back. So im not going. Plus before they told me we were going I already made plans. My family always tell me the plans at the last minute. I could not change any of my plans. The first saturday my boyfriend is taking me to a alabama game. Which im ok with, but im an aburn fan. We are going to leave by eight, because the game starts at eleven. I am going to try my very best not to say anything that will get my butt kicked. Hopefully I will be able to keep my smart butt mouth shut. Then that night I have no idea what Im doing. Then Sunday is going to be a free day, hopefully. Then monday, tuesday, wednesday, and friday I am babysitting my little cousin that lives here in montgomery. Plus, I am getting payed for babysitting him to. YAY! All those days I am going to get out early so I can go spend some time with my friends and family. Thanksgiving I know I am going to my grandparents house to eat, but other then that I have no idea what I am doing. My boyfriend might come to my grandparents house, because he will not have time to go to his families thanksgiving that is a three hour drive down there. After that week is over I have no idea what I am doing that weekend. I will probaly study for my exams that is the week after thanksgiving. I have to study for my biology and english exam. I know that during the week of thanks giving I might be getting a tatto with my besdt friend. I have not decided yet, but I probable will not. Im kinda afraid what my mom will say. I already have one and she might go crazy if I got another one. That is what I am going to do for ny thanksgiving week.

20 things im greatful for

1. god
2. mom
3. family
4. friends
5. boyfriend
6. place to worship
7. my study skills
8. people who are caring
9. food
10. art
11. music
12. photographry
13. musical plays
14. living in a free country
15. having the a choice what i want
16. stars
17. moon
18. sun
19. earth
20. my car

I am grateful for all these things. With out a most of these things i will not be myself or i would go crazy. things like art, music and photographry is a huge part of my life. Without those I would have no talent and i would not know how to help get my emtions out. God, without her/him we will not be here on earth nor the earth will have never been here. Mom, without her I don't know what I would do. She has been there for me through everything. My family and friends, I love them so much and they will always be apart of my life. They help me see who I really am and how I can be a better person. My boyfriend, without him I would have no love for a man. I will not love a man as much as I do him.

Monday, November 9, 2009

charlette rousse

That is the best store for cloths ever. Their cloths are stylish, but not really slutty like other stores are. The cloths they have you could wear to work (it is mostly work cloths sold there) and the cloths are appropiate for school too(I do not think the skirts they have are appriote for school though). The Charlette Rousse stores sells dresses, bras, undies, dress shirt,
t-shirt, pants (i think), pjs and jewelery. The dress can range from plain prom dress to church dresses. Rousse is not that bad on prices either. The jewerly are pretty if you like big jewerly. They have rings, neckalces, and earrings. Sometimes they have them on sale. If the cloths are still out of your range then go toward the back. There is cute cloths that is on sell from around five dollars to fifiteen dollars. It depends on what the cost was and how out of date the stlyish is, the price will be. I got a beautiful cocktail dress there for only fifteen doolars when it was originaly thirty or so. The best thing about the sell is that it is a year around sell. If you looked hard and in small places then you will find the best clothing ever. When ever a piece of cloths is a little messed up or if it is out of style, it will be on sale. That is the only things wrong with the cloths on sale. You have to make sure that the clothing you are going to buy will not mess up easy or tare aprt real easy. Other then that it is a wonderful sell. The people who work there are very nice and polite. They are not like some stores and act all snoody towartd the customer. Rousse is where I get a majority of my clothing. The store is located in the eastdell mall, infront of the food court. I hope that this store stays open for a long time. As long as it stays open I will be a customer.

eastdall mall

Eastdell mall is a great place to go handout at with all of your friends. Unlike eastchase, eastdell has a roof of it. It can shelter you from the wind, rain, and other crazy weather. Eastdell mall also has a ice skating ring for children and teach lessons there for any age. Mostly young females learn ice skating lessons there. It is a wonderful place to go hangout with friendshey could go shopping for cloths or just walk around talking and just having fun. The teenagers have to becareful though. There are other teens who might be there to steal stuff. The ones who are having fun might get accused of being the one who is stealing. Then you will be kick out of the store or even worse the mall. It has cloths, electronics, house things, and a food court. The food court has wonderful food. The food court has chinese, chick fila, southern western, pizza, subway, icecream, and a few others. The food is so good. If you are there waiting for someone then you could go to the food court and wait. You will not have to sit on the ground or walk around until they came. There is some shops there that are cool and have weird things. Hot topic is kinda like the gothic store. I love that store, but it has a few bad things. The price is way to high and barely has a sale and they only have one changing room. That is the only thing wrong. I always said "If I was rich then I would buy alot of stuff from hot topic." They have cute skirts, costumes, toys, key chains, shirts, pants, shoes, peircings, and sale cds. The other store that is weird is spencers. That store is for the sick and perveted minds, but it is funny to see what they have. It has nasty shirts, birth day cards, and many more. It has posters, belts, and more stuff. I can not say all the stuff. You just have to go to the store and see for yourself what I am talking about. I say if you are under the age of fifteen then you should not go in there. It is a step below "love stuff", so you have a general idea what it is like. There is more store then that. like jc peenies, dillards, and belk. There is also a theater in the mall. It is exspensive, so I recomand not going there. But other then that Eastdell mall is the best place to go.

how to breakup with someone?

The best way to breakup with someone is to first see what kind of person they are. How you think they are going to react when you tell them the news. If it is a person who will get mad and scream, then it will be good to breakup with them in either a crowd or over the phone. That way if it is in a crowd they will not make a scene (hopefully), and will not fight with you. If it is over the phone then there is no way that they could hurt you. If they start to yell at you then you could just hang up on them and turn off your phone. If they come to your house, just make sure you lock your doors.
Is your girlfriend or boyfriend is gentle then go over to their house. Say that you want to talk to them. Do not lie and say you want to watch a movie or something. Just tell them the things you love about them. Then tell them the bad things and say that you cannot handle the negative things in their life. But if you want to breakup with them just becauce you want to. Then Just tell them straight out that you want to break up. If they start to cry, comfort them. Don't just walk away and leave them to be by themselves. That is the worst thing you can do to someone. Tell them that they will find the perfect girl/guy in the future and that you two are not meant to be together. Just stay with them for a few mins then ask if they will be fine by themselves. If they say yes then thats your cue to leave. if not then stay about three more mins then say you have to go and leave.
The worst thing you can do to a girl/guy is to break up with them after you have sex. Thats what jerks and a-holes do. The other thing is do not go out with a person then breakup a week later. The best thing to do is to talk to them first to see if both of you can get along. If so, then ask that person to go out with you. That is how you find the right person.

how to tie shoes?

It is easy to learn how to tie a shoe, but most children in these days do not know how to tie shoes. They would just wear sandals or slip on shoes. Well, this is how you tie your shoe.

1. put the right string under the left string and pull.
2. make a loop with the left string
3. put the right string around the left string.
4. then make a loop with the right string
5. put the right loop under itself (the area where before it wraps around the left string)
5. then pull the left loop and the right loop away from eachother.

There is your shoe tied. I know that sounds hard, but there are other ways of tieing your shoes. there is the bunny rabbit way and others. The other one I know is bunny rabbit. The bunny rabbit is easier for children, mainly because they like bunnies and stuff that is fluffy. This technic is what alot of children learn from.

the rabbit is the left string and the tree is the other. It is easier to show you in person.

1. bunny goes under the tree
2.(then the bunny becomes a loop)then the bunny goes around the tree
3. the bunny goes under the tree again
4.the bunny pulls runs away from the tree

there is the bunny rabbit way of tieing your shoes. you could us either way to tie the shoe. Or you could just go and talk to your mom or dad about tieing shoes. I am sure they know how to do it way better then I do.

Monday, November 2, 2009

my hobby

The photography blog as the picture of the winner of octber. The winner was an eye with a person in front of it. The eye was 20 feet wide and 15 feet long, it was made out of metal, and the center of it is the color green. They also show what kind of cameras are good for pictures. they advertise computer courses for photography. They also show competitions that are being held all aroud the world. There is one in london that is being held for all ages. It is to raise money for hearts. The picture has to do something with hearts. The program is call Red For Heart. It shows ways on how to improve your picture and what to buy. It shows deals that stores are having now and what prices other companies have.

My hobby is photgraphy. I love taking pictures. I have been doing this hobby for about two years or so. I basically started when I got my first camera, but even before that I took pictures with my mom camera when ever she would let my play with it. I really only take pictures of animals and nature. I do not like to take picture of humans because you never know in the picture if the person is acting or if they are just being themselves with out knowledge of the camera. I have taken alot of pictures. I have about five photo ablums slam full of pictures. Most of them are treasued moments like places I have gone or my family. i have entered my pictures in art contest at school. my junior year I won first place at school, but not at county. My senior year I enter about four pictures I really liked. I entered three landscapes and one of birds. The picture of the birds won at my school. The picture had a male and female cardnile on a limb when it was snowing in the back ground. The picture won first place at county too. I went to state, but I did not get in the top three. The picture that won was converses on stairs that was arranged with one slented on the other shoe. I was so mad when I found out that was the picture that won. I was going to enter my picture in the fair art show, but I was one day late. It was ok, I told my mom i will enter it next year. She really wanted me toenter it. She though I had good talent. I think I need improvement, but who doesn't think like that.

parnormal event!!!!

Parnormal event was a good movie, but it freaked me out. It was almost as bad as the Grudge. The movie is based on a true story. This story is about a young girl named katie, who just moved in with her boyfriend named mika. Over her life there has been these parnormal events that she cannot explain.when she was younger her house caught on fire when she was eight and at thirteen. The firefighter could not find any reason why it started on fire.

When she moved in with her boyfriend, she told him that she feels like a spirit is following her. He got a little freaked out and wanted to get proof. She let him buy a camera and record when they sleep and follow when something weird happens. The third night the door moved back and fourth around one-thirty. Katie called a pyschic to come and ask her questions and tell her what he thinks it is.He old her that it was a demon instead of a spirit following her. He gave her a number to a friend of his who could help them with the problem. Mika refused to let Katie call him unless it gets worse.

A week went by and nothing happened. Then one night she had a nightmare that made her wake up screaming. Then the next night you she felt something breathing on her and she woke up. Then they heard foot steps coming from the stairs. They went down to look, but there was nothing there. Then Mika kept yelling at the demon to show itself. Later that night he put powder on the floor to see if there was something coming in the room. When Katie woke up at three o'oclock in the morning, she saw four foot prints leading to her side of the bed. The foot prints was not human nor any animal that they know of. Katie called the demonolgist, but he was out of gone for the week. Later that day when they were eating they heard something bang up stairs. They went to go look and it was a picture of them both busted with claw mark through Mikas face. Again around three o'oclock the demon dragged Katie out of bed and tried to take her to another room. Mika woke up to her screams and was able to get her back. that day they wearing going to leave and go to a hotel room. When her tried to get katie she was laying on the floor with a cross in her hands. she was holding it so tight that it made her bleed. He took it away and burned it. Then she was laying in bed and her came to get her in the car, but she told him that she wanted to stay. You could tell that she was controlled by the demon. He could not tell. Later that night Katie woke up and went down stairs started to scream. Then mika ran down there and he screamed. Then it went silent for a minute or so. Then you see Mikas body being thrown against the camera and Katie standing there with blood on her. Then she disappeared. A few days later the cops found mikas body and never found kaite.

my hallowen

Whe I woke up I though, "I'm going to wear my cstume the whole day." My costume was a shirt with skulls, leggings, black skirt, black slip on shoes, skeleton earrings (these earring was the full platic skeleton), and a crown with orange jewels and orange feathers around it. Well my brother woke up and both of us went to china buffet to eat. Abbie, one of my friends, was coming to meet us, but she was not able to make it. She was at her brothers friends house watching the game and no one would take her home. Well, we eat without her. Then we went back home to get ready to trick or treat. then before my cousin. shannon, came to pick me up he decided not to go. He had a party to go to and would not have any time to hangout before he had to leave. Then my friend laura was going to come too but was not able to make it home from the aburn game. So it was just going to be shannon, austin (my cutie little seven year old cousin), and I, plus some of shannons family.

She picked me up and she went to her aunts house. Which is in a nice little neighborhood in Wetumpka. Austin go dressed as some kind of guy it think it was something like Bakuigon. Shannon dressed up as a swat guy. All of us plus her mother, cousin, her cousin husband, and son. We wnt to half of the nieghborhood and everyone went home, but austin, shannon and I. We went through the rest of the neighborhood and got a butt load of candy. there was this one man sitting in the chair with a bowl of candy. Austin thought it was a dummy. He scared the cramp out of austin. Shannon and I started to laugh while austin gave us a look like, "why the hell did you doo that!" We told him that its ok and we finished going to the houses. Then she took me home and I did not feel like going to bed, so I left and went to my boyfriends house. His sister, him and I all hungout till he could not stay awake. Then i went to sleep. That was my halloween

food!!!

I love food. I love fast food, pizza, especially dessert. My favorite type of food has to be either icecream or sushi. I have always love icecream. I like mixing both chocolate and strawberry together, and eating them that way. I do not really eat vinilla unless it is with a brownie or fudge. My other favorite food is sushi. I know some people will not even come near it, like my boyfriend, but it taste so good. My favorite type of sushi is an eel roll. those are the best. I never had ell other then that. My step dad makes sushi on special events. The last time he did one was on new years eve and it was the best sushi I have had. I ate so much of it, I felt like I was going to be sick. It was so worth having that nasty feeling though. I love country food. some fried chicken with colord greens and cornbread sounds like the perfect meal for me. For dessert some apple cobler or black berry with ice cream. That sounds great.

The fast food place that is Taco Bell. Lately it has not been as good, but I still like it. They have cut back on alot of stuff and amount they put in their taco and it makes me mad. The worst fast food place to me is McDonalds. I see it as unhealth greasy food that just gives you bad health. I know all fast food places is like that, but McDonalds has to be the worst place to eat at. I do not even eat their if I had the choice. If I do it is only to get some chicken nuggets and thats it.

That worst type of food is chicken liver, mustard, chili, and some other food. Chicken liver even sounds nasty to me. Im the only one in the family who does not love it. My mom loves liver even though it is not good for her. I tried it once with ketchup and never again will I eat it. Mustud is also a nasty thing to put on food. It just ruiens the taste of the food you are tring to eat. like hot dogs or hamburgers. Chili is ok, but if I had a choice and there was something else then I would have to say no. It just does not taste right to me. the texture of it is also wierd.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

what will happen in 10 years

In ten years I see my self done with all of school. I will graduate from college with my degree in environmental science. I will hopefully get married to the love of my life. I will be about twenty eight in ten years, so I may be having a kid or two. I do not know if i want kids yet. I will have an awsome job. do not know where it will be yet, but I know it will be fun. That is where i can see myself in ten years. I can see my brother living over sees in spain probably or maybe somewhere in Europe. I pretty sure my mom may bethere visiting him or she will probably be visiting with me for about a week. I do not know about everyone else in my family. They will hopefully still be alive and healthy as a horse. I can see my little cousin, Austin. He will be seventeen. WOW!!! He will be a crazy party boy. I can so tell with him. He will also be the popular one in the class and probably the trouble maker too.
The city of montgomery will be worse then it is know. no offense to anyone, but I can see it being just trash and partly a ghost town. If eveything goes good then it will have less crime then it did before. The whole town will move south east into the country. The interstate will finally be done and people can do seventy once again.
I can see the country out of this depression at last. The economy will come back up and poeple will hopefully not have hard times. I can see the US having a good health care. People will be able to have jobs and not worry everyday if they are going to get fired. The war with overseas will be coming to an end. I can see the US still having soldiers but not as many as there are now. There will be worse weather in the future. There will be more hurricanes, tornades, and the temperature will change dramatically.

depression

Depression to me is somethings that no one can escape from. Everyone will have it at least once in their life. everyone also see depression a different way. I see depression as a tall figure in a black cloak. It thas these arms that are like claws. It is like the figure in the Scrooge play. It just reaches out and grabs my heart and refuses to let go. At times it seems to have grabbed ahold my throat and feels like it is choking me and many more. There are times that it seems to never let go and others where it will not appear for months at a time. I know that it sounds kinda unusual, but that is how I see depression. I think depression is not just a heridty gene that can be passed down to chldren. Anyone can get it no matter what genes they have. People can express their depression in many ways. people write out in a dairy about how they feel,and others do athletic. Some poeple may go to the extreme and start to cut themselves, do drugs, or starve themselves. I see poeple doing all of these things in a everday basis. The depression could come and go within a week, but for others it could last for years. Hopefully those poeple will get help if it does last for years. that is how i see depression. It is a terrible thing that can sparke at either random moments or after a terrible event has happened. It takes time to heal and if anyone knows someone like this then they need to get them help or stay by their side.

Monday, October 26, 2009

past halloween

When I was little my mom drove my brother and I around the country looking for people whpo actually has candy out. Since we lived in the country trick or treating knida had no point for us unless we went into town to trick or treat. We would drive down this one road that had about ten houses and go by all over them even if the light was not on. My mom bought andrew and I costumes from party city usually. Andrew and I would be the weirdest things. One year he was a ninja and I was esmelda off of Hunchback of Notradam. I do not really remember wearing it but I probably fit the park since I had tan skin when I was a kid. Almost every year we went to go get candy. Then it stopped and we only went to the fair at my school for halloween. It was so much fun. My mom worked every year at the art and craft at the fair. she is really good at it. I remeber that some guy was dressed as a vampire and the theme for arts and craft was vampire/cemetry. Every hour or so he would hide in his coffin then wait a few mins and come out. It would scare alot of little kids, but I knew the man so it did not scare me at all. My mom was in charge one year for the toy walk. I was about twleve years old. when my mom told me to set up the toys behind the table. I did as she told me to do. I saw the awsome lava lap. I was so scared someone was going to get it, so I hide it. I put it as far as I could behind the table so no one will see it. I started to play. As soon as I won I went over there and grab the lava lamp. My mom was mad at me for hiding it, but I got to keep the lava lamp. More older I got the my boring the fall festival started to look. Then I just only went if I had to. I never really stopped trick or treating. WHen my little cousin was old enough to go trick or treating. I would go with him, his mother, and grandmother to Gunter Airforce and trick or treat for a hour or so. It was so much fun, i Love to see his mface light up when he got candy. I am actually going with them this halloween too.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

troy prt 2

We just ran to the sority and stayed there for about ten mins. then left. we saw one of the poeple we graduated with mom. she was very nice and we caught up on alot of stuff. believe it or not she had a "drink" with her. I was surprised. I did not know that she would drink in public like this. Then we went back to abbies sister to hang with them awhile. then there was that creepy guy again behind us.There was that creepy guy just sraing at us then looking away at other people. Abbies sisters friend was like " do you want me to go talk to him, ask him why are you following these pretty girls. Is there zsomething you want to ask them?". A few minutes later abbie called her mom to pick us up. We left and went back to the trailer. her parents left and we went to the troy game. I was fixing to buy a ticket when this old woman gave me a free ticket. It was awsome because i totally saved fifteen dollars. When we got to the seats, i relised that the other teams color was green and I had on my green aburn jacket. It was actually cool and not freezing. We left after half time because it was boring and troy was ahead of them by thirty points. When we left we went back to the trailer and took a nap. we slept for almost two hours. It was such a wonderful nap. Abbies friend ashely came over and she took usto a frat party. Well before we went i had a pina cloda and i drank to much of it. It made me sick and feel like i was going to throw up. Well we went to this one and i was like ill dance alittle. we saw some of classmates and talked to them. then we saw another friend and talked to him. we went in and danced for a few minutes. Then we decide to go to another party. So we went there and there was an old man singing country. we did not stay but fifteen minutes. It was that bad. The whole time I wanted to go back to the trailer cause of my stomach and abbie just told me that she wanted to go back too. We told ashley that we wanted to go home and she was like lets go bac to the other party. So we went back and stayed for thirty minutes. We finally left and did not get home till one o'clock in the morning. thanks goodness by the time we got back to abbies house my stomach stopped hurting and i did not feel like i was going to get sick. I think it was probably the music that made my stomach feel like that. plus, i was still so tire and wanted to go to sleep. Abbie and I went straight to bed. The sunday we did not wake up till one thrity that evening. I could tell that both of us were so tired. We got dress and picked up pizza. as soon as we got back we started on homework. then jace randomly showed up and hung out with us for a few minutes. As soon as he left abbie and I took her dog out for a walk. when we got back I left there and came home. That was my weekend at troy. always a blast and fun memories.

troy

well my weekend at troy went great. I left montgomery and went there friday when it was raining. I saw three wrecks on my way there. There was this one wreck with a garbage man and a suv. the garbage man was getting over and did not see the suv. the garbage man hit him and it look bad, but no one got hurt. well i finally got there before lunch. we took a nap when i got there. when we woke up we went to get some taco bell. then clean up her trailer for the pajama party we were going to have. went to walmart to get some stuff for the party and abbie had to pick some stuff up for her house. well one of her friends meet us there. we went back and changed. all of us went to troy for a preprally. we took her friends car, jace. he has a syder two seater. All three of us got in there. As soon as we pulled out of the trailer park there was a cop. he saw us. he pulled into a mormon church parking lot. we hide there for about ten minute. the cop drove past there about five times. then we did not see him anymore and left. when we got there we were afriad we would get caught. The preprally was nothing but girls screaming their heads off for fourty-five minutes straight. We leftback to the trailer and I had to crouch down most of the time so no cops wont see us. thank goodness we did not see a cop on your way back. I do not think i will ever forget that car ride. then everybody strated to come. it was so mcuh fun. we had about eleven poeple over at her trailer. they talked while abbie cooked hotdogs and hamburgers, and the food was good. after everyone finished eating we played a game call "never have I". it is a game where you have both hands up. poeple sit in a circle and say stuff they have never done. the object of the game is to try and be the last one with a finger up. that was an awsome game but a little creepy. one of the girls brought her mom. some of the things she said in the game was like "oh my goodnees!!!" i wont repeat it... it is to nasty. plus we did not really play the pg13 version. hahaha!!! well everybody left but like six people. well we played "water" pong. it was three on three and my team won. then poeple left and abbie and I went to sleep. well that night i rooled all the way to abbies side of the bed. I cuddled by her back. she woke up because i had my cold feet on her. She told meto move over. I tols her "Im SO... sorry." it was so funny because she abbie said it sounded like i was half asleep and half high. haha
well saturday i woke up at 9:30 and could not go back to sleep. so i got up eat and took a bath. then her parents, brother, sister, and sister friend came over. plus her little yorkie.Well her mom cooked us lunch and we watch some football game while abbie got ready. when she was ready we went to troy campus to find her sority. when we got out of the car we walked all the way down the street. we did not find her sority. Abbie was like where the hell is it. to make things worse there was about 75% of students were there. plus we had this creepy guy staring at us the whole time. well, we went back down the street and found her sister and her friend. They told us where it was. When we turned around to go see it, there was that old creepy guy again.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

good influence and bad influence

I would have to say that I am a good influence most of the time, but everybody has those slip ups. I am mostly a good influence for my little cousin. He is only seven years old and is growing up fast. He wants to learn about everything. I try to teach him the good things in life and wait till he is a little older to show him the bad things in life. With his dad thou, he knows a pretty good bit of bad stuff. I feel like screaming with the way his bad is teaching him. His dad to me is bad influence some of the time. His dad is a good man to respect, but thats it. He curses infront of him and just does bad stuff in his presents. Nothing that is illegal, but stuff that just pisses me off. Sorry I got off the topic a little bit. When I was in highschool I was a good influence. I always talked to the younger kids I know. I stood up for some of the kids at the school. Hopefully, I influence them to be theirselves with the way I acted and dressed. At Hooper if you do not dress or act like them then they will see you as the "freak", but almost every school is like that. Now that I am in college I still try to be a good influence for my friend and family.
There is a huge difference between good and bad influence. I'll first explain the good side. to me a good influence is when you do not judge people based on how they dress or what they have. Good influence is when you try to help someone even if you do not kow them. That could to the simplest thing from opening a door for someone or just helping a donation. To me to be have good influence you have to be nice, helpful, and just be caring. A person who shows bravery not by stupid stuff, but for standing up for the little guy.
the bad influence is when you just curse in front of people who do not like it or is extremely rude. The other is when you do drugs infront of people who do not do it or infront of children. another bad influence is when you treat someone you love terrible and then after a while act like nothing happen. Or treat that person terrible after they raised you for most of your life. They one who party all the time is a bad habit to learn. you will never beable to study or be tired all the time.

my brother

My brother is twenty-two. he wishes to get out of college as soon as possible. He is majoring in spanish, and I think minoring in french. Or he might be changing again to go into nursing, but i have no idea.He know Spanish, French, Chinese, and some Areben. He tried to teach me some chinese but the only thing I still remeber is "I love you". hahaha He is an awsome guy. He is fun to be around with and very intellegent. Has always makes A's in school. lucky. I just say he took all the brain and language skills, and left none for me. I am smart, but not like him. I have no skills in learning another language. I have tried and I suck at it. he moved to biringham during christmas break. He said he wanted to go to UAB and he had to get away from everybody in montgomery. Which with the montgomery thing I can totally understand. My brother is not one of those athletic types and never will be. He loves and performs in plays. He also sings. Sings is one of his best talents. If he wanted to he can get away with singing opera. That is what his voice sounds like. He loves to listen to barbare stristand. I think that is how you spell her name, but if Im wrong please tell me. He drives a green sparkley Camre. He is a really bad driver. Do not let him drive at night. The only think wrong with his driving is that he has to wear glass inorder to drive, but does not. I told him several times "don't you need your glass?" He always reply "No, I can see with them." I thought Ok if you say so. Since he has had his first car he has gotten into about seven wrecks. including little finder benders and running over a dog and deer. Poor little animals. The dog he ran over belongs to the a##hole boy in my class. He has always been different. I love that about him. He does not try to fit in, he stays himself. He makes funny little inside jokes with everybody he knows. I know him and I have this little thing we do. We put both of your hands together in fists and say "wonder twin powers activate. Form of...." Then we would make up someting extremelty stupid. He would say something like eagle and I would say pitcher of water. It makes me laugh every time. There is one more thing about him. He is homosexaul. That is fine with me. If anyone does not like it, dont tell me because I will not listen. It is plain as sight to see that he is. That is what makes us bond more. I feel like since he can be himself then I can be myself. He does not know this, but he is one of the main reason why who I am today. He taught me to always be myself no matter who you are.

Monday, October 19, 2009

the fair

I went to the fair last sunday. My boyfriend and I was able to go because I had two free tickets to get in. I got the tickets from my neighbor, who gives us free tickets every year. Chris and i went there Sunday afternoon on a warm evening. When we got to the fair there was not as many poeple like I though there was going to be. We went to go see the art contest and see if there are any good rides. when we were on your way to the colluseum chri s saw his best friend from school. His friend, payton, just gradutated from police academy. he was scheduled to work at the fair for the whole time it was here. He was told to stand in one spot for the whole time, I think he said he had to stay for about eight hours. I thought holy crap those shoes must be killing him. Well, Payton and Chris stood there and talked for a good hour or so. Then we left and went to go see the photgraphy. There was not much art work like there was last year, but the ones that was there was good. I was going to enter this year in it, but I missed the date by one day. I was upset alittle. I think my mom was more upset then I was. She thinks my pictures are really good and could win the art show. I am not as confident as mom wants me to be, but that is ok. It is better to think you can do way better then think high of yourself, and people think you are snobby or something. I got some new ideas for what I need in my pictures for next year. We went to go look at the drawings. They were faboulse this year. There was alot that caught my eye. I wish that I could of take them and put them in my room, but I can't. Then we saw the plants and this lady came up to me and asked if I like plants. I told her my mom did. She gave me a address where they have a gardening club. We left and walked around alittle bit. The galleries smelled like cow crap. Then we saw this bunny. It was so fluffy that you could not see it eyes. We tried to get a pick. once we did it did not even look like a bunny. The lady who owned it had won trophies for her bunnies. She has about twenty of them. Then chris talked to payton again for like two hours but that is ok, because my best friend called me. We talked for a while too. We decided not to ride any rides, because the rides this year did not seem that good. That was my day at the fair.

bravery

everbody has a diffrent meaning to bravery. some think its when you can do stupid stuff like get in a ring with a bull. others think it is brave to run from fear or from danger. Like myself thinks it brave when you sacrafice yourself for others. If you think about it for awhile. almost everbody thinks about themselves and not other poeple. Now in these days you do not hear of anyone saving others with having risk of dying. Even when it does not even have to do with that poeple does not help. when some one sees an old man in need of help or a person being mugged and no one does not do anything. that is weak of not only the strength, but also in the heart.
those poeple who do stupid stuff like get in the ring with a bull are stupid. The are probably only doing it for attition or money. That shows a little bravery, but it does not show what bravery really means. That movie "jackass" is funny, but it has to be the worst movie ever made. (no offense to those who like it) I do not see the point in doing all those things to yourself when you know there is a chance that one day you may die from these events. Some poeple do daring stunts with sports and I can kinda see the point of that. As I said before though, they are probably doing it so they can get money or get attention.
I think running away from fear is a smart strategy. Some people may think it is stupid, but it is not when you know that the enemy or fear is stronger. The person would survive and come up with a strong way to go through with whatmay have come. Those people are probably the smartest ones of us all, because the know that if they go through with it they may get hurt or worse.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

my car!!!!

I have a silver hachback Honda civic. It is a crappy car. I got the car on my sixthteen birth day. I was giong over to my dads house to visit him for my birth day. There was this car in the drive way. I was like who is here. Then when I walked in the house dad gave me the keys and ytold me that this was my vehical. I was like yay I can actually drive some where, but at the same time I thought, "why on earth did my dad get a crappy car." It was ok because I had transpertion now. Well over the few years my car has been slowly tearing apart. My change box broke, the paint is chiping off, all my tires had to be replace after the first year I got. I forgot my back windsheild wipper was broken when I first got it, but I got my step dad to fix it. Now it is having trouble again. The thingy on the windshield wiper is coming off and its hard to use when it is raining. I do not really have a name for my car. My brothers is barbera. I think that is a weird name. I came up with one middle of last year. I call it b*#ch. I think it is hilarous. When people ask what her name is I be like oh it is b*#ch. They will be like really. I say yeah. The reason I call my car that is that she is a piece a crappy and is going to brake down on me one day. When that day happens I am so going to get me a new car. It will be a civic, because those cars last a long time. Mom will probable give me her car while she gets a new one. That would be fine with me. Atleast her car can hole drinks in her cup holder and is not different sizes.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

my boyfriend

I have been with the best guy in the world now for about six and a half months. This is the best relationship I have ever been in. It is also the happiest time in my life too. We met on Feburary the twenty-eight of this year and started dating on March the second. My best friend, laura, invited me to come to a dinner party for one of nates friends at work. I was like might as well i do not have anything better to do. We went to chillis and that is when I met him. His parents were already there and his sister. He was cute and seemed a little shy. I noticed that he kept looking at me. I started to blush really bad. We did really talk to each other at dinner. After super, everyone went bowling at the new bowling place on the boulvard. one of his other friends came too as his parents left. Laura, nate, his sister, his friend, and I bowled till almost nine o'clock. During the game, chris and i talked alittle and he did a cute alittle trick to get my number. Well, he took lauras phone and stole my number from it then called my phone so I will have his number. I started to blush when he did that. We also talked some during the game. After the game we left and chris walked me to the car. which I rode with laura and nate, because I did not feel like driving. On the way to luaras house she asked me if I would date chris and I told her I did notknow. The only thing that would of kept me from dating him was that he is twenty six and I am eighteen. A day later he ask me out on a date. I said yes. I remeber that day as if it was yesterday. Luara wanted to know how the date was going to go, so she came with me. It was chris and I on a date while laura tagged along. We went to go see Tyler Perry's Madea Goes to Jail. After the movie we went to walmart and walked around for about an hour talking about eachother. We left and then the next day he called me and asked if I would like to go out with him. I said yes!!! It was the best decision I ever made.

Monday, October 12, 2009

9 sings its time to take a bath

1. it time to take a bath when you are in a crowd of people and there is not a soul beside you.

2. Its time to take a bath when even your girl or boy friend stays away from you.

3. Its time to take a bath when even your own friends will only communticate with you by phone.

4. Its time to take a bath when poeple mistake you for a homeless person.

5. You need a bath when our own dog won't even come near you.

6. Time to take a bath when you smell yourself and gag terrible.

7. Time to take a bath when our own family will not see you.

8. Its time to take a bath when you are escorted out of a building because of your stinch.

9. you need a bath when it causes you to lose your job.

i once dreamed...

I once dreamed that I was a wolf and i was fighting another wolf over the propery of my families land. I was not one of those small puny wolfs. I was a big fearsome beast with drool coming out and razor sharp teeth showing. I have weird dreams that i do not even understand. I had a dream that I was a mermaid and was sining on a rock just like Ariel. I had this dream when I was around the age of eight years old. I sware that i have the weirdest dreams ever. There is this dream that I have alot. It is like I am jumping really highn and tring to fly, but when i do I glide. Then i gentle go down to the ground. I have never been able to fly in my dreams. Which is the one thing I want to do the most in my dreams. I have always had the desire to fly like birds, but then when I have my dreams it is the complete oppisite. It is a little different when I dream of running. I dream that I am running, but when I do it is in slow motion. Like I am not even moving at all. It feels so weird. I really hate it. It makes me feel like i am trap in one spot and that I am not good enough. I have also had a nightmare which i often have, but i have not had it lately which is good. I dreamt that I was looking into a drain pipe at a relatives house I think. Then all of a sudden a huge terachilla would jump out of the pipe. It would jump right on my face and then that is when I woke up. That was the one of the only dreams that I have had over several years. I have some plenty of crazy dreams, but those are the craziest I ever had.

If i could invent something that could help mankind?

If I could invent something that could help mankind then I would invent the cure for HIV. This cure could save so many peoples lives now and in the furture. This could decrease the death rate in the world. I could become rich off of inventing the cure for HIV. I will not make it expensive for people, because I know that most of the poeple in this world can not afford it and will do anything to save a loved one. I would also get a noble prize for the cure of HIV, which will be the coolest thing ever. Just knowing that millions of peoples lives will be saved is good enough for me I really do not need a trophy to make me feel happy, but i do admit that it would be nice. There is some people out there who have sex with tons of people and deserves to get HIV, but most of the people who does have it does not deserve it. Some poeple wait for that one true person to have sex with and then next thing they know they have HIV. Others could of have sex with a few people and then they get it. Some people who have it are terrified to be intimate with another person. It could scare them for the rest of their life. If they have children then it will not be passed down to them if they have the vaccine. The child will have a getter chance to live. If they have the vaccine then the person could have a relationship without worring when to tell their partner that they have HIV. The world will be a healthier place and who knows. With the cure for HIV means that some one else could find a cure for another disease that is killing a majority of people. If some one who does invent this then it would help the wolrd out so much.

worst meal ever had

the worst meal I have ever had was a dish my mom made last year. She has a bad habit of not throwing out anything. she was basically a pack rat around the house of food and of items. well, we were over at my step dads house one day, i think it was a Sunday. That is when we normally cook dinner. My mom decided to cook dinner for us. We were so hungry that we would of ate anything, but this meal i refused to eat. we have not gone into town to pick up an ingredients, so mom got out all of the left overs from half a week ago meal. She makes a dish called Gulosh. Gulosh is where you get all your left overs and make it into one dish. The first time she made Gulosh it was good. It tasted like a cornbread caserole. This was her second time she making it. I thought that it was going to be good, because the first one was. I was so wrong. I cannot remember all the stuff she put in it, but it tasted nasty. I took one bite and almost threw up. I know it hurt moms feelings, but I told her the truth. I did not want her to think that it was good and make it again with us not going to eat it. I told her it tasted nasty as hell and she does not need to make anything like that angian. Every one else who ate it agreed, even my step dad. so far, mom has not made anything like what she made that day. Thank you God. other then that one meal, mom is a great cook. I will eat a majority of what she cooks as long as it is not Gulosh.

my dream place

My dream place would be a huge pasture. Like it would be hundred of miles long. In the middle would be a small lake. just small enough to see the other of it. It would always be bright and sunny. Not to hott, but hott enough to where you can feel the glow of the sun on your cheeks.When night came it would be a full moon and barely any clouds in the sky. The stars will look so close that they look like they are right there in front of you. There would be wild animals coming through to the lake all the time, but the animals will not attack each other. they will be side by side in peace. In the back ground there wuld be moutains. The kind that is in switzerland. They would be as blue as the sea. Every once in awhile you would see irds flying toward the mountains. There will be a small hill and on top of the hill will be a cottage. The cottage will be a small wooden one. Small enough for a family. There, my husband and family will live. We would do what they indians did and lived off the land. Once you walk into the house it would look like a old fashion lodge cabin, but this would have technolgy of todays world. We would have cats and dogs running around every where getting along. The land would be the type of grass that is in peoples front yards. The soft kind where you could lay on it and fall asleep ans lay there to watch the stars. Once in a while there will be a storm, but always after wiould be a beautiful rainbow.Not to far away would be my family, so we could go and visit them anytime we want to. I would hate to be so far away from my family. That is how I see my dream place being.

twilight 4

Everyone is getting ready for bellas wedding, but bella really want jacob to be there. After the wedding and in the dinner jacob came. She danced with jacob, but they started talking about her turning into a vampire. he got mad and had to leave before he changes. Bella and edward left to go on there honeymoon. Edward took her to an island. There they had sex and bella found out two weeks later that she was having a baby. They rushed home and when they are she is progressing in the worst shape. Edward believed that the fetus is a monster, urges her to have an abortion. However, Bella feels a pull towards the child and refuses to go through with the procedure. Then the book goes from bellas point of view to Jacobs. Jacob's Quileute werewolf pack, not knowing what danger the unborn child may pose, make plans to destroy it. Even though they must kill Bella to do so. Jacob protests this decision and leaves, forming his own pack with Leah and Seth Clearwater. Bella soon gives birth, but the baby breaks many of her bones and she alomst dies. In order to save her life, Edward changes her into a vampire by injecting his venom into her heart. Jacob, who was there for the birth, almost immediately "imprints". It is an involuntary response in which a werewolf finds his soul mate. which is on Edward and Bella's newborn daughter, Renesmee. Bella named her that because it is her mother and edwards mother combind. Then it goes back to bella's point of view. Now that she is a vampire, she enjoys the new life. the vampire Irina misidentifies Renesmee as an "immortal child", a child who has been turned into a vampire. Because "immortal children" are uncontrollable, creating them has been outlawed by the Volturi. After Irina presents her allegation to the Volturi, they plan to destroy Renesmee and the Cullens. In an attempt to survive, the Cullens gather other vampire clans from around the world to stand as witnesses and prove to the Volturi that Renesmee is not an immortal child. When the volturis saw the gathered Cullen allies and witnesses, they discover that they have been misinformed and immediately killed Irina for her mistake. However, they remain undecided on whether Renesmee should be viewed as a threat to vampires' secret existence. At that time, Alice and Jasper, who had left, return with called Nahuel, a 150 year old vampire human crossbreed like Renesmee. He discussed that the crossbreeds pose no threat. Then the Volturi surrender. Edward, Bella and Renesmee return to their home in peace. That is the end of it all.

twilight 3

The third book is about edward coming home to bella and his family, but he did not kill the vampire who wants to kill bella. Edward refuses bella to go see jacob. She still does go and see jacob. Edward finds out about it and gets on to bella about it. He finally understands that Jacob is her friend and he will always be. So he lets her see him, but only with a few rules. That he will take her to the border line. While this is going on Seattle, Washington is being plagued by unsolved murders, which Edward suspects is caused by a young vampire that is unable to control its thirst for human blood. Then alice see victoria returning to Forks. Edward also asks bella to marry him and she accepts. Bella and the Cullens realize that the murders in Seattle are being committed by an army of newborn vampires, controlled by Victoria. The Cullens join forces with the werewolf pack to combat this threat. While jasper teaches the vampires and werewolfs to fight we also find out about his past. He was turned into a vampire by three sisters. They all made an army of vampires and destored towns. Well, jasper left them before the volturies destoried them. As everyone else prepares for battle, Edward, Bella, and Jacob camp up in the mountains, hidden during the battle. n the morning, Jacob becomes upset when he overhears Edward and Bella discussing their engagement and threatens to join the fight and get himself killed. To stop him, Bella kisses Jacob and comes to realize that she also loves him. in the battle Victoria tracks Edward's scent to where Bella is hidden in the woods, and Edward is forced to fight. After Victoria and her army was destroyed. Bella explains to Jacob that while she loves him, her love for Edward is greater. After receiving a wedding invitation from Edward, Jacob runs away in his wolf form to escape his pain, angry and heartbroken at Bella's decision to become a vampire. That is where is story ends.

do I rely what to be what you are?

1. What kind of writing do you do in your job?

2. What can of work do you perform as a environmental scienctist?

3. Can they station you out of state like the military?

4. How good is the retirement?

5. When I start, what will I start out as?

6. How much chemistry is in environmental science?

7. Can I get a good job in this field with onlyow a bachlors degree?

8. If I cannot, then what do I need in order to get a good job?

9. How much does this field career pay?

10. Will I be able to take holidays off?

11. Will I be able to work outside through most of this career?

12. Is there a building for environmental scientist in Alabama?

13. Will I probably have to move out of state for my field?

14. Is this field going to be a popular field in the future?

15. Is there going to be a tough compation in the feild?

16. what is the main topic in your field now?

twilight book 2

In the second book of twilight edward has decided that he can no longer be with bella to keep her safe and to catch the vampire that wants revenge. He broke up wt her in the woods and left her there. She went through months of depression. The book descrided her as a walking zombie. She stayed this way till she meet jacob. His family is part of an ancient indian tribe, but they have a secret that both bella and jacob will find out.
Bella went back to normal after a month or so. Jacob and bella spent all of their time together. They became the best of friends. Then a boy at school had a crush on bella. Well, The boy aske her out to a movie and she said ok. She did not want to go alone, so she asked jacob to come with her. By the end of the night jacob had saved her from the date and the boy went home. Bella and jacob were hanging out after the movie when jacob felt over hundred degrees. He did not feel very well so he went home. The next day bella tried to call, but no reply. Then she tried to visit him and he was not. He was hanging out with people that he did not like.
Months went by then she finally got ahold of him. He had to talk to her to tell her something. He could not tell her the family secret so he guested. She found out that he was a werewolf. Even though he told her the secret they did not hangout. Bella got to where if she does things to get her blood adreline pumping then she would here edwards voice. One day she decided to jump off a small cliff. He was able to be there because he read alices mind that she had a vision of bella jumped off a cliff. Alice came to bella to make sure she is alive. Edward thought she was died so he decide to kill himself. Bella and alice went to rome to stop him. right before he was going to kill himself bella rushed up to him and held him in her arms. then the go see the volturies which are the head vampires. They tried to kill bella but could not. So they told them that they will visit and if she isn't a vampire by then. then they would kill her. So edward and bella left. Then edward came back into her life. Jacob became enemies. jacob wants to still be bellas friend, but hates to be around edward.

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

twlight :)

I love Twilight. All my friend started reading it and I thought I would read the first book to see what it was like. After that first book, I got hooked. The first one was so amazing. The way Edward acted toward bella in that romanic way just made my feel so lovey dovey. The plot behind it was very good too. The first book was how they meet. Bella just moved to a small town that always rained. She lived with her dad when she moved. When she started at the high school she fit right in with the popular crowd. Then in her biology class she got to sit by eward. Ge acted like he could not stand her. Well, he saved her from a car wreck and they talked. He told her he was a vampire and they could not be together. Bella refused to leave him. They started go out. Edwards family, there was seven of them, was ok with it as long as bella did not leave edward. There was Carisle the leader, jasper, Emmet, Rosalen, Alice, Ezma and Edward. That was a family secret and i she left then they would kill her. Time went by and the family love bella but one, Rosalin. They went out to play baseball and three vampires enterupted their game. They were going to leave, but once the James, the strongest one out of them, got the scent of bella he wanted her. Bella and Edward ran while the others held them off. Well Alice and Jasper was going to take Bella away till Edward and the other killed him. Until Bella got a phone call from James. It seemed that james Kidnapped Bellas mom and she had to go to a balle studio to rescue her mom. Instead of tell the others, she left. When she got there, there was no sign of her mom. He had tricked her with a vedio recording of her moms voice. Her was going to kill her, but Edward rescued her and killed james. After that everything went back to normal. Victory, jame mate, wanted revenge on Edward for killing James. She left to make her plans. That is where the first book ended.

2012

I have heard alot about 2012. It is about how the world is going to end in the year of 2012. I do not really belive that it is true. Well, not right now. Ijust thing it might be something that the government made up to keep the poeple distrcted from other problems in the world. As time goes by I haer more and more about this event. If the prophcies in the bible start happening when it gets closer to 2012. Then I will believe this. But now I am going to live my life just one day at a time.
I have heard that there will a total elcipse of the sun when this happes. The day the said it will end is on December 12, 2012. They have that day down, because that is when the Aztics ended their calander. We have no idea we they just stopped. Some people believe that they predicted the end of the world. It is told that they had some kind of migic or science that made the Aztics think this. I believe it says that they predicted a eclipse of the sun will some and last for 3 days. On December 12 the eclipse will destroy the sun. Or something like that, I cannot really remeber.
Science today has also predicted that there will be a of the chart earthquake in californa that will make it an island. Their other prediction is that a comet will hit the earth and destory about seventy-five percent of the earth. Now that I believe. It says in the bible that when the earth is lose to destruction that the weather will go crazy and it will end in fire. There is the scroll that has prediction from some guy in the bible about how the world will end. A majority of those have come true. The scroll says that there will be a comet that hits the earth and a huge earthquake will come.
I do not know if God was talking to the Aztics, but I do believe the world will end soon, but not as the Aztics told.

parties!!!

I am a small party person. I do not like to go to those huge college parties or some high school party. I love going to the ones where all who is there is my closest friends and my boyfriend. All we need is someones house and a radio to make it a party. Or we can have a barn fire. Those parties are soo much fun to go to. You just have to make sure that you wear the right cloths so you will not get sick. Actually it is that time of year now to have a barn fire. It is best to have it in the winter instead of summer. You can cuddle up next to the person you love or dance around to the music.
I have never really went to a huge party. I am not good with crowds, escpecailly when they are drunk and doing something stupid. With my luck I would saying some smart ass remark and they will kick me out or worse. Some of my friends went to them and said that it is the same old thing over and over agian. That deffinlty makes me not want to go even more. The will be people I do not know there. I would not want anything bad to happen if I am alone.
I know that it is super redneck to have barn fires, but that is what kind of parties alabama is known for. I have never had a barn fire at my house. I always went to Lauras house for them. The last barn fire she threw was a surprise gradutation party for me.It was the sweetest thing. Even through there was not alot of my friends there. It was still nice. She also played the type of music I like, ROCK!!! That was the best barn party I ever went to.

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

my math class

In my math class we are learning how to work word problems. ohh I hate math with a huge passion. It could fall off the face od the earth and i would probably throw a huge party. That is how much I hate it. The thing that sucks in that class is I already know how to do a majority of it. I did not do so good on the math placement test so I am suck in the bottom of the classes.
After our first test we had maybe over half of the class who made C or lower. I thought to myself, "How on earth can you fail this class its so easy." I thought some other stuff, but i'm not going to say it.
before class starts I look over what we are learning that day. If I know what we are learning then I usually just sit there and draw cute little pictures all over my paper. I would leave, but attendance is ten percent of our grade. Plus, I think that is rude if you just stay there for there for the roll then leave. I have seen some people do that and they do not even need to leave.
Right now we are doing word problems. They are about the hardest math I have ever done. I can do every thing else right, but those stupid math problems. I am starting to gget the hang of them, kinda. I think what messed me up was that in my senior year I took an extremely easy class. I passed that class with an A. It did aot feel good getting an A because it was easy and I knew every thing. Oh well, I will not worry about it now.

10 things im afraid of

1. hieghts
2. shots
3. getting hurt pyshical
4. losing the people I love
5. being alone
6. the unknown
7. bad driving/car wrecks
8. disease
9. world ending
10. old creepy men

Well I am going to talk about my fear of heights. I am very percise on my fear. I am only afraid if I am up really high with no walls or protection around me. When I first start to walk up stairs I get shakie and start to hypervenalate. But after about ten minutes I'll start to get use to it. I won't let anyone touch me, but I have to hold on to someone. Its weird, I know. I love the view it brings. I hate what I have to do inoreder to see it. The highest I have gone was on the Eiffel tower. On the way up I was so scared I did not know what to do. I just started to breath really heavy and refused to go near the sides. I would just stand in one spot. Finally we left and I do not think I will ever go back.

Monday, September 28, 2009

Halloween memories

I remeber when I was just a little girl, probably about six years old, and my mom, brother and I was at a school hayride. Well, my grandparent were there too. After I finshed playing around on the play ground with my friends, my grandma took me down to see my brother. He was playing a role in the hayride this year. When I saw him, he was sitting on a wooden table with one of his legs cut off. There was bllod all around his leg. I started to cry and scream because I did not want my brother to be hurt. Everyone tried to calm me down, but I would not. Then they finally showed my that he still had his leg and I started to stop cring alittle. I did not know that his leg was stuck in the table to look like it had been cut off. I was still cring and tired, so my grandparents took me home while mom and andrew stayed to help with the hayride. I am so glad I still remember that after all these years. It was a good halloween memory. Another memory is that mom, andrew, and me drove around the country side to try to find people who had candy out. We only had about five houses that would do it in the country. haha. but it was fun because I got candy. Yummy! Last year, I dressed like a kitty cat and went trick or treating with my little cousin, austin. He loves to dress up. I have no idea what he is doing this year thou. This year I am dressing as the queen of halloween. My brother helped me out with my costume and looks awsome.

aliens!!!!

What if aliens actually existed and no one relized it. Well, I believe that we are not alone in this unverise. There has to be other life forms other than us out there that god had created. I do not know why but I do have a feeling that there is other life out there that is tring to reach us. I know it probably sounds crazy to alot of people out there, but I do not care what they think. Since God made us and all the rest of the animals then he possible made other creatures. Maybe not like us or like an other animals on earth. Some people believe that it is the government tring to tell us a lie and keep us distracted from the major things that is going on in the world. Who knows if they did it or not. Plus, how can we really trust the government? There is also some really pyshco people out there who actually worship the aliens. Weird, huh. Now people who do that has lost their minds and will never find it again. Well, If there is no aliens out in the universe then I sware that we are not by yourselfs on this lonely planet. It may not be aliens,maybe something else. I do not know. only about two other friends believe that we are not alone too. The rest is just like you are crazy and there is nothing out there. Rarely we would get into agruements about it, but they would be the funniest people ever. But even if there is not aliens. I still have a feeling that we are not alone.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

south park

I love south park. They make fun of anybody how is a some body. They have almost had ever celebroty in there tv series or at least the improtant one or the ones that are in the top news. They need to becareful with some of the stuff they put on there. I still like it but It seems a little harsh on the people they are making fun of. Some people acually take things like that to heart and never forget about it. I know exactly what those people are going through. Plus parents meed to make sure that kiids who are around 12 and younger do not watch the show. i know what you are probably thinking, 12 are you crazy. No im not, actually kids around that age probably know the show and wacth it too. Some of them probably curse and do worse stuff then that. I think alot of parents do need to be careful though. If they are on I usually watch them. Im glad that they block out some of the cursing in it. That way if a kid does watch it they wont hear the curse word. I think the show is dead hilraous. They have made a musical, comdey movie out of it. hahahah that is an awsome movie right there. its wher terris and phillip get thrown in jail for a movie and kyles mom wants them dead. well the klye, kenny, carmon, and stan goes to try and save terris and phillip. well the boys saved them but kenny died of course. he went to hell instead of heaven. which he dies in almost every epispode. It is a great show and i love all of them. It is sad that chef is not in any more of them. I heard he quit cause they made fun of his relgion, but im not sure. I also like how mister garrenson had a sex change to a women but then married a man. hahahaha that is so crazy. or how butters became an evil villian because no one cared for him. poor butters, ill be your friend.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Halloween

Halloween is my favorite holiday. No matter how old you are you can still dress up and hangout with your friends. Children go trick or treating for candy with their parents. while, everybody else goes party. For the past five or six years I have been trick or treating with my little cousin. Even though I am eighteen I still love to go trick or treat. Last year I went as a black cat. This year Im going as a "the queen of halloween". Actually my best friend, laura, came up with the costume. Even though some people do not like it, i think it is harmless fun. We just need to be careful so we do not have an accident like we did in the early 1990's. When some guy posioned candy and put blades in apples. The adults need to check the candy before the child plays with it and they need to go with them when the trick or treat. You never know what could happen. But Alabama has made it a law the trick or treating last from 6 p.m. to 10 p.m. at night. the neighborhood has no choice but to follow. That is a good way to keep children safe and keep them off the street late at night. The cops will also be out to make sure people will be ok and safe driving home, and that neighborhood kids are not breaking in and rolling peoples houses. Halloween is also cool cause it is where the spirits, demons, and othe monsters come out. I know its not real, but it interest me very much. It feels like anything can happen on Halloween. That is one of the things I look forward to every year. You can become anything you like just for one night.

Monday, September 21, 2009

tattoes

I think tattoes are fine to have. As long as you have them for a good reason. I have a tattoe. It is of a heart with a peace sign in the up left hand corner of the heart. I got it in Feburary of 2009. My mom was so pissed when she saw it, but after a week she got over it. I even used my own money too. I am planning to have another one around november of three little star on my foot. The stars will represent me, abbie, and justin. Meaning that now matter what happens in life we will always have each other. When I turn 21 I am going to get a tattoe of a cross on my upper left back (right across from my heart). It will be a cross with my best friend, justin, initials inside the cross. I don't care what anybody says about it. Cause to me it has special meaning to me.
I really don't see why people get tattoes of stupid stuff or have them in the nastiest spots. Like the trap stamp, on girls boobs, on face or butts. I believe people should get tattoes if they have a meaning behind them. When I get children, I will let them get a tattoe when they turn 18. But they have to give me a paper or a speech on why it is important to them. If it is a good enough reason then I will approve of it. Even though when they reach 18 they can get it with parents premission.

"Meet Joe Blog"

Mathew Gross, Rob Malda, and Denis Dutton edit blogs for a living. They edit amateur websites that provide news, information, and opinions to rapidly growning and devoted audiences. In 1197 was when the first website for blogging was made. People could go on there and type about anything they can thing of. Most bloggers narrow their topic only about one thing. In 1999 some compainies sold software to create your own blog. In 2002 Pyra Labs claimed to have about 970,000 users. No one really cared about the blogs until December 2002. The blogs wrote about Strom Thurmonds 100th birthday where Trent Lott made a rude statement to Strom. The blogs taked about that topic so much that a few days later it was on the news. Then about four days after that he went on tv and apologized for what he said. On April 21 a blogger named Russ Kick posted picture of bodies that the government tried to hide. HE got these picture by using an act called Freedom og Information Act. He got about four million hits a day from those pictures. These blogs can grow because the are the poeples voice and the bloggers do not have to buy to see the topics on the news or sell opther stuff. Some poeple make there blogs into books, or get movie deals. There is some blogs that give the readers opinion on books that is exciting to read and not boring.The bad thing to this is that some poeple agrue with little information is give. If a rumor is not true, they talk about it so much that others will think it is true.

other place i been other then Montgomery....

I have been to several places. Fortunatly I was able to travel to over 10 states and out of the country. I went to Europe the in summer of 2008. That counrty is beautiful. I went there for about 3 weeks with Poeple To Poeple. They are an organization that invites student who have had a high GPA and take them to other counrties to learn about that country. We went almost everywhere in europe. We traveled to Paris, Holland, Germany, Amsterdam (which was awsome!!!), and a lot more. In paris we went to go see the Eiffel Tower, Luv, the Eye of London, Big Ben, and took a grand tour of the city. I went to the top of the Eiffel Tower. I was scared to death to go back down. I would have to say that the Luv was the best part of the whole trip. Before I die I am deffinently go back to the Luv and Actually take my time to see the Mona Lisa and all the others. The Eye of London is the biggest Ferris whell in the whole world. It was scary as hell when you go kup in it. There is glass for walls and there is just tiny bit of floor. Big Ben did not seem that big at all. I was gorgous thou. It would be wonderful to live in only if I knew how to speak French. The poeple there stinky to high heavens (no offense). Holland has amazing landscape. There is mountains and hills that seems to go out forever. If you love that landscape then thats the place to live. I stayed with na family in German. They were the nicest poeple. The girl we stayed with took me and my roommate to a town party. OH my goodness, there was kids about 16 drunk. I was like wheres mine (not really). The teachers said we are still United States citizens so we could not drink. Im still had a fun night there. Last but not least there was Amsterdam. It had the pretiest churchs I have ever seen and the biggest. We only stayed a day, but during that time There was alot of crazy poeple on the street. There was this blind man who ask for money and play a music box that you had to wind up. That was some of my trip to Europe.

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

'the mirror" prt 6

Aunt Luna decide to come back to our house and eat supper with us. With mom happy and nice like she always is said it was ok for her to come. We got the mirror in the back of the car. For a second I thought I could hear my aunt screaming again. On the way home I went over what had happened in the room. Tried to come up with a reason why this had happen. If this was an alien item, or if my family has some kind of magic in their blood. We finally got to the house. Mom and Aunt Luna went inside to cook. while father and I put the mirror in the attic. Once we got the mirror up to the attic father asked me, "John, what did Aunt Luna wanted to talk to you about?"
I just stood there not know what to say, then a minute later I said, " She just wanted to ask if I was going to sell the mirror and tried to stop me from selling it."
He breathed as he said, "Good. I thought she was going to strike a deal with you to sell the mirror."
We both went down stairs and watched tv while mom and Aunt Luna finished dinner.
About thirty minutes later my called, "John, Chris its time to eat."
We went into the kitchen and ate. The whole time i just sat there staying at my food. I thought to myself, "What happened to my real aunt? Is she trap in that mirror for the rest of her life or until she learns her lesson. What was that hand that came out of mirror. Could it be a demon or could it of came from a spiritual realm."
After dinner I washed the dishes. While everybody else watched tv. When I finished washing the dishes I went to the attic to see the mirror. Each step I took closer to the mirror made my heart race faster and faster. By the time I got infront of the mirror I almost could not breath. I sat there just staring at the mirror for a long time it seemed like it. I was to afraid to take the cloth off, so I wieghed my options on what could happen. I thought, "The hand could grab me like it did my Aunt Luna. Or my real Aunt Luna could pop out and start acting crazy" I finally talked myself into taking off the sheet. As I reached my hand out to grabbed the sheet. My Aunt Luna stood beside me. She did not do anything as I took the sheet off.
There she was, my real Aunt Luna. She just stood there with tears running down her chubby face and beating on the other side of the mirror.I went up to the mirror and put my hand on it. Aunt Luna on the other side did the same. We just stared at each other.
Then Aunt Luna said, "This is what she desirves for the rest of her life. she has spent fourty years of her life treating people terrible, even her family." she paused "I will try to explain as good as I can about what happen."
she walked to me and I turned around to lookat her. "This mirror has been pasted down in the family since the 1400s. We won this mirror in a match that we had cheated in. The man we got it from new we had cheated and cursed the mirror. Saying anyone who uses their life for evil will be traped till their death in a prison. we did not know what he meant till your great great and so on grand father was the first one to be switched. No one new what had happen to him other then his son. his son passed it down to the purest one in the family to be the gaurdain of the mirror and keep evil out of the family. that ghost hand you saw was the mirror taking a hold of its victim for their crimes." pause "I hate to say this. but your Aunt will stay in there for the rest of her life."
she went and put the sheet back over the mirror. she turned to me and said, "Now it is your turn to gaurd it. i will help you on the way." she gave the beautiful smile like mom saying, "Now lets see if your mom is going to have desert."
I went down with not knowing of what was going to happen, but whatever it was I will have some one who can help me."

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

"the mirror" prt 5

Aunt Luna screamed and yelled, but could not open the door. my aunt stared at her reflection in the mirror. she whispered, "This can't be possible."
Her reflection said, "It is possible Luna. Through your whole life you have made the wrong choices. Now it is time to pay for what you have done, and let the ones you love live in peace."
She started to shake and shiver from the fear she had. she pleaded, "Please don't take me. I promise I'll be the best aunt ever."
her reflection shouted at her, "You have had you chance! Now come to me!"
I looked at my aunt and saw tears coming from her eyes.
I felt a gush of wind on the back of my neck. I turned around to see and it was a huge hand. It seemed to be made of the wind. The hand just flew by me and grabbed my aunt. Aunt Luna grabbed a hold of the door knob.
She just screamed, "Please, PLEASE don't take me!" As the hand pulled just a liitle, her hand gave free to the knob. I watched as the hand took her toward the mirror for her punishment. I thought about helping, but was paralazed with fear.
The hand took her threw the mirror. As it did so, there was a big flash of white light. The light seem as if it could be seen from miles away. I opened my eye and saw my aunt just standing in front of me reaching her hand out. She had that angel smile as my grandmother always did in my life.
"Don't be afraid, john." her angel voice said, "Nothing bad will ever happen again in a long time, I promise."
I was shocked. I studdered, "wh..at hap..pen?" I took a breath to calm down.
"Is that you Aunt Luna?"
She giggled, "Yup. Its me John. I'll explain to you when we get this mirror to a safe spot."
I looked at the mirror. I gasped, "Is the Aunt Luna." There she was, My aunt Luna. Traped to spend the rest of her life in the prison of the mirror.It looked like she tried to scream and pound on the mirror, but no noise came from it.
Aunt Luna said, "I told you I tell you in time."
We opened the door and my parents just stood there shaking there heads as if they had no memory aswhat just happened. Mom said, "What are both of you talking about? Last thing I remeber is you walking upstair to talk to my boy. The we heard screams."
Aunt Luna said in a happy tone, "Oh, I just saw a rat and it scared the crap out me."
Father just laughed and said, "Of course." We all started to laugh except for me, I just stood there confused of what just happened.

Monday, September 14, 2009

the best advice

I would have to say that my mother was the best one who gave me the best advice. Through my whole life she has told me not to lie. It is the simplest advice, but it is also the hardest thing not to do. The advice has made me closer to my mother. I have lied to her before, but it ate me up so bad that I told her really happened. She got on to me for about a week then she just told me do not lie. This advice has not only made my mothers relationship stronger, but also my friends and my boy frind relationship. I can talk to my friends and they will listen. They trust me with thier secrets and they know I will not tell a soul. My relationship with my boy friend has grown because I have been truthful to him. In result he has been alot truthful to me too. If you say the truth, people will trust you more and you may even gain more friends then ever. It will help you out in the long run too. When you are tring to find a job you will have refernces. Those people could not only say nice things about you, but also that you are a trust worthy person. Just by be being honesty could score a good job, or even your dream job. There is so many poeple out in the world that lies no matter who they are. Some of them just can not help it. But as I said before it might be the simplest advice, but it is the hardest to keep from doing. If you keep on this track then good things will come to you in the long run. Trust me.

tell a time when you were hurt as a kid

I remember when I was some where around eight years old. My friends mother, Mrs.Sikes, took her and I to the ice skating rink in Eastdale Mall. I was in a short sleeve and shorts. ohh, i was freezing my butt off. Well, we skated for about an hour or less. Then her and i went around the curve a little bit to sharp and i fell on my knees. I was like, "Im fine. No blood, so nothings wrong." Right. well I was fixing to start back again then I looked down on my knee. There it was, blood. It was just ozzzing down my leg. I went to Mrs. Sikes showed her. She had to get a bandage cause it was bleeding so much. When my friend, sydni, came up to me she said, "it looks like you are going to get stiches."if I remember correctly I started to cry. I was like i'll be fine just don't let them put stitchs in me." It was a good thing I was basically frozen at the time, because I could not feel any of the pain I had. I seemed thast when I feel my skates came up to my knee and sliced it open. When Mrs. Sikes got sydnis and my shoes on. She took me home. My mom clean and bandage it agin. It held in no time. The thing is now, I have a nasty scar on my right knee now. I will live with it as long as that does not happen to me again in my entire life.

"the mirror" prt 4

Aunt Luna got out of the car with a look on her face to kill. I was going to start to walk down stairs, but then I heard the door slam. My father asked, "Hey Luna, what are you doing here?" she just said, "I need to talk to John for a minute. Where is he?" Mom said, "He is up stairs in the spare bed room." mom paused "Why do you need to talk to John, sis?" She gave an evil stare at her sister and said in a snappy tone, "You will find out soon enough." Aunt Luna started to walk up the stairs. I just stepped back and stood beside the mirror. She came in the room and gentle shut the door. She said in a sweet tone, "John, lets talk about what you are going to do with that mirror of yours."
I said, "What do you mean Aunt Luna?"
As she responded there was a look of greed on her face, "Well, how about I strick up a deal with you nephew. You can just let ME sell the mirror for you and we can split the money. It will be fifty fifty, I promise."
I told her, "I can't Aunt Luna. It belonged to my grandmother, I can't sell something of hers away just like that."
When those words came out of my mouth she turned red as the devil. Her eyes started to get bigger. she yelled, "John, you will give me that mirror. I deserve that money instead of you! What are you going to do with a stupid old mirror any way!" She grabbed me and started to squeeze my arms, just staring in my eyes. "Stop, please!You are hurting me!" I screamed at the top of my lungs.
My parents ran upstairs yelling, "Whats wrong." screaming "Stay away from him!"
They tried to open the door, but it was locked. They pounded and yelled. The door still did not open.
When I thought I could not handle it anymore. I heard a voice coming from behind me speaking in the language of angels, "Put him down." My aunt dropped me and i smacked the floor. I looked at her face and it was filled with horror. I turned around to look at what she was looking at. Then there it was, My aunts reflection in the mirror, but it was not obeying her commands. It seemed to have a life of its own. Aunt Luna backed up to the door and tried to open it. No matter how hard she banged or how hard she tried to open, it would not move.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

"the mirror" prt 3

We finally reach grandmas house as the sunset appeared. Her house is like any old little brick two story house would be. It had a small white door with one window on each side of it. You could tell that some of the brick needed to be replaced, but not as bad as the roof. The roof looked like it was fixing to cave in on the whole thing. On the secong floor was a small window that with a balcany. As i got out of the car. That nasty feeling came back to me. I looked at the second floor balcany. "Aunt Luna and I always went up there and watched he stars at night."my mother replied while placing a hand on my shoulder. As i walked away i could here my father saying, "Don't forget Molly, thats where we first meet." I didn't turn around, but i could here them kissing from behind. "Get a room!" I yelled at them. I was already in the house when he whispered something in my mothers ear to make her giggle.
It has been a year or so since i was in this house last. i walked to the living room and saw most of the stuff gone. i thought, "well, Aunt Luna must have already came here. thanks god i don't have to see her." Right behind me was my parents already deciding on the things that need to go and need to stay. I walked around the house until i came to the stairs. I looked up at them and started my way up. The stairs sounded like they each had to make noisy just so they can be annoying. There was only three rooms up here. That was the bathroom, the closet, and the spare bedroom.
I went to the bedroom to find the mirror sice it was anywhere down stairs. When I opened the door, there it was right in front of me. It was exactly how i remebered it. Old,and dusty with a drape over it. I tried to look under the drape when i was little one day. My grandma stopped me and said in a tough voice, "John, no matter what, you will never look under this sheet as long as I'm alive. Do you understand?" Well I was about eight at the time, so I deffinintly didn't look. The mirror felt like it was just calling my name. Yurning for me to take off the sheet.As I walked closer my hand started to tremble and shake. My heart started to exslerate and sweat poured down my hand. As I put one hand on the sheet. I took a huge breath. Then pulled the sheet down. To my surprise it was only me and nothig else. No grandma and certainly no other me. I put one hand on the mirror. My reflextion did the same. "What the hell is my grandma talking about? Switch what?" I said to myself. as those words came out of my mouth another car drove into the driveway. I went to the window and saw my Aunt Luna getting out of her car. "What does she want now?" I thought.